COWARDLY KILLER - II:
The desensitization is already setting in. People are starting to make macabre jokes and turn to other ventures. This morning, the likely 13th victim of a sadly deranged murderer(s) was shot in the chest while standing on the top step of a commuter bus. The predictable traffic follies quickly ensued and what is normally a nightmarish headache was made even worse. More and more I hear doubts that the fiend(s) will ever be caught, or worse, that he/they will end up going out with a blaze of glory and take out several people at once. And of course, there's the al Quaida conjecture.
Luckily for me today, my wife is in Chicago for the week and therefore not in the firing zone. As for myself, I have a very short walk through majorly populated areas so I have little to worry about -- in fact, if I were to get shot in one of these places it is extremely likely that the pitiful bastard(s) would be apprehended almost immediately. However, there is the pervasive sense that the investigation has gone back to square one, something that the police are desperately trying not to let happen. As it stands now, there are serious questions as to whether a white van/truck was ever used by the killer(s), and there doesn't seem to be any clue as to what he/they look like. Moreover, no obvious pattern is emerging other than the very general vicinity of the Washington D.C. metro area and I-95 corridor. Malaise is not very far around the corner.
All this, of course, makes perseverence even more important. I can not and will not let this coward(s) run my life. The temptation is great to do nothing but linger on every newscast and press conference. It is even greater to ignore other events going on. But I'm not going to do that. Instead I will go on with my life just like before, only with a defiant gleam in my eye. This post will be one of the few on the subject. Others (e.g.
Last Page) prefer to cover the situation almost exclusively, and that's just fine with me -- that's their way of dealing with it. Mine is to ruthlessly pursue life in spite of everything, including things that aren't so serious and maybe even
a little silly now and then.